Season already ended

Its been a wild crazy happy sad exciting year for me but this is sure a memorable year for a million of reasons

I grew I grew a lot

I welcome the changes that happened and continously happening to me right now

I have ventured on the things I havent been doing lately or never could have imagined I will do but guess where I am right now

Pain sadness Joy Happiness all of it I have experienced maybe more than I could have bargained for

But true enough I am still alive and kicking, ready to conquer the year ahead

For sure with a lot of struggles which I definitely will hurdle

The year that was and looking forward for the bright new next year

My life long Escapade

Ooopps I almost forgot before I move along with my other activities i would like to add something in my bloggy blog

Yep folks I am doing a blog entry to be read by you

A very wise man once told me pretend as if you are talking to one person explaining things to him or

telling him stories ( such a vey nice man indeed) maybe because he is mature; experience and age wise (peace!)

Now I have to talk to this person now i having a difficult time of what kind of person am I to choose

Probably because I have been talking to almost all different kinds of people in various forms personally through the internet

and through the phone. Most of it through internet.

So thats why I have eye strains more than 8 hours in front of the pc all day long

Back to that imaginary person that im talking too hey I had a busy day today

Now I am wondering if I really did accomplish something may be I have its just that I am afraid

I might be diversified and constantly be reminded why I am here or my purpose

A very good friend of mine reminded me and then it hit me does this all pertain to what I am trying to be

Have I overly enjoyed the view that I no longer care of my progresss in the other fields of my life

Wake up and try to excell more in pursuing your most treasured dream

No one will strive for you but yourself.

Unimagined Truths To ponder

It's been a while since I have a real post here out of my own creative mind.

And boy I miss it.

I decided to do something somewhat radical I am in fact posting my blog 2-3 times a day

and improving its appearance and most of all promote promote and promote it that I will surely do

I came accross a girl who seems to know It all in terms of blogosphere (if there is such a term)

And true enough she woke me up


What is it that I truly want?, hidden inside that question is the thought of who I really am

She got it all planned and then it hit me I dont really have a concrete plan in 5 or 10 years from now terms

I am just living by the moment

Which am not saying its bad but I start to wonder is it really good?

Here I am following an old routine who knows when to end on its own accord

I must do something a different non tested bold action I havent been doing

yes I have dreams I have aspirations but have I really done a great effort towards achieving that goal

Truth is I havent... I just walk through life briskly and carefree for all i care mode

Now I am deciding a better improved action per action principle

That I will fulfill my dreams and take imediate action in achieving them

No one can tell me what to do

I should be able to know deep within me what to do

No more procrastination no more excuses just living it up to the fullest

I am so bless to find this out now rather than later

And now i must face the questions that nags me for quite sometime

What is it that I truly want what is it that will make my life easy and comfortable

without me cluttering my mind with what shall I do next and answer this never ending thought

so what now?

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Its over

Dont despair because of a sad ending, Two people fall in love two people fall out of it
Whose fault? will it matter? No it wont You just got to do one thing, And what is that?
To move forward and be whole again. No easy task that I know but we must endure
Things will be a lot better in the end You must not falter Dont give in to temptation
Resist if you must.

As not all people where gifted to really feel a genuine love Consider yourself a lucky individual
And you dont have to hurry what will happen will happen Be optimistic Its not the end of the world
As a matter of fact it is a new beginning in order to start and live life to the fullest

Love yourself and then everything else will gradually follow
Live your life to the fullest evrything will be allright
Things will surely fall into place.

Help me and I will Help myself

I dont know If I can still do this Im loosing it I know.
I am even ware of it. Have I loose my mind? Where is my unwavering faith?
This has got to stop. or Im starting to be cruel to myself
I want to punish myself for it


Think think think


I dont want to analyze it anymore It is starting to consume me
I feel so mistreated so misguide so lost But still all I want is to run after it
I know what I want but is it for the best Im walking... spinning but nowhere to go
I know where I should go but it doesnt make any sense




Feel feel Feel


Im starting again to feel what I am not supposed to feel Can someone just scrape it off my heart
And be new again?  or Can I take some medicine to take my pain away or shall I wait?
I am so damn good at everything but not this.
My forte is somewhere out there Please help Im desperate


What will I learn from this can it not be quick and get to the point?
I am faltering here somebody grab my hand or I might fall
Fall into abyss of loneliness and despair


Get a hold of yourself.. Be strong you are not alone
Just pray and take things as it happens  

After all that I have Survived

We seldom forget the importance of a person to us until they were gone I should know I have experience such a heartbreaking event. Almost about to give up on everything my family my friends, my career and school.

And for what? Will he come back if I finally succeeded at destroying my own life? Will he take me back? Will he want someone who got no passion apart from him? Who thinks only of him? And not the beauty of life in itself? The one who settles her life in a way that it only revolves around him? I don’t think so.

Most of the time you got to strengthens yourself up. Walk through life as if you are not hurt and as if you are having the time of your life. Mind you this is not hypocrisy, but it’s more of accepting a reality no matter how painful it is. And when you think about it moving up is just the lone option that you have. Why? Because that’s just how it is.

You fail you stand up and try again. If you are still at the verge of failure maybe you are missing an important detail. Make adjustments do things that you do not usually do. Have fun live your life. Think of it this way you have loved and you were loved, a learning experience that will make you a better person.

Things change people change it doesn’t mean you have to always live in despair and remain in such desperate state. It must be a preparation for something special. The bigger picture that you are trying to avoid. Losing someone is not the end of it all in fact it is a beginning of a brand new you.

Getting by seems difficult if you don’t have make effort of making it into reality. First you must grieve and tell a reliable friend about it pour out your feelings unedited uncolored just as the way you feel it. And then focus yourself on the things that you still have the people that you somehow neglected when you were on your merry state. Thank them for staying beside you and for always being there to guide and support you.

In life no matter how great a situation is it doesn’t always remain as rosy as it is. In love it’s not all pleasure you got to have some scars in order to be taught a valuable lessons that will equip you to have a great character. Hurting is not the point of everything it is the faith within you that must be intensified.

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Goodbye My Love

I cant believe its over, I thought we will be together forever... Guess not.

You know what I want to beg you to come back and be with me again

No matter how I try to convince myself that you have treated me as a trash

Still all I want is to be with you. A sad ugly fact. But I must repress this now

Not all of life will be mine. I want to give myself a chance to be love and to love

in a way that's what I want it to be. The realities that I have experience should be kept

in the abyss of my heart that in life you must be hurt in order to grow and to prepare

for something great.

My love you were mine in such a short duration but still I will cherish the times

That you hold my hand in such a way that you and only you will hold it and I feel secure

and loved. Enough of this I must move on and gather myself up again

to pick the pieces that is left of me.

I will soon forget you but not the good times because it will remind me that

Once upon a time I was brave enough to say yes into something I wasnt even sure

and that despite what happened to us it was a great experience that I will treasure for life

Happiness

I am currently happy. Finally, It's in our hands At the precise time
that it was given to meI did what I m supposed to do So much for waiting. And now I must say my mood is light

Very shallow indeed but still I am happy. Later, I will tell my parents all about it
Now I dont have this boring day mood And I am now looking forward for a bright
new day. Now I am so happy happy and happy

Which brings me to another topic, Well what would I buy now
food new clothes a memory card for my digital camera perhaps
But no I must find a way to invest it or make it bigger
It is not so much that a big a pay but sure a lot better than not having any haha.

Life Lessons

My mind is currently idle

I guess with all the rumblings I am getting from work and school

I am currently employed and I always would want to end

A seemingly boring day

But no I must have the courage and the will to get ahead

and make something of myself

I want to be rich and not only that I want to remain rich

I dont want to play around I want to get things done

Where do I begin

How am I going to pull this off

But surely I have tro make the step

The effort to stay no matter what

To still fight and be determined

In whatever circumstances im in

I must have a staying power

A willing will to survive and succeed

And be the best I can ever be

How soon is now

The opening theme song of charmed
Way way back I was so amaze with the three sisters

Prue Piper and Phoebe

Though I feel like Im more of Prue
Sexy, Strong-willed, Responsible, and Trustworthy

Prue as the eldest always have to be in control
Always have to be perfect
The most dependable among the three
But pride could take a toll on her as she never listens and
always want to be right though she is rarely incorrect
Her super power is based on her passion to protect
their family in whatever way she can possibly can

Piper is the heart of the family
the most loved always wants reconcilliation
but has the lowest self-esteem she always feel small
as her two sisters were the super witches
she thinks that she is just a sidekick
But she didnt know that her capacity her full power
is on loving

Phoebe the little rascal in the family
who loves parties gimmicks and others
always want to have fun without taking responsibility
despite the fact that her power is considered negligible
it proves to have saved the lives of their innocent and theirs a huge deal

Complicating a Life

When I didnt have a job

I sulk in my room and

Spend my day daydreaming

Overly rested I supposed

But as you finally have one

You started having second thoughts

Gosh this is way too boring for me

Boredom could kill haha

But I definitely would want to spice up evrything here

Make the most out of it

It is not the circumstances i am in

But the way I look on things

Hopefully tommorrow will be better

I cant wait

Just lift your spirits up

and hope for the best

Because it is surely will come

Faith is within your own soul

And you must keep it

Because it is the fuel that

Strengthen you in getting your

task at hand

With fying colors.

Go on and Be better.

I love u

I said it before I don't know why I did
But at that time I'm sure I meant It

I thought I would never have the chance to say it to someone
I thought It's just a fancy word so people can get by

I was so wrong...

One way or another There is some truth to that
Because I know I felt it and you did too

I loved you with all my being

Keep that in mind
Whenever life seems difficult to endure
That someone loves you that much

To share the pain within you
Don't take her for granted
For she will always love you no matter what

Love her in all honesty as much as you can
Be a man who stands by her side

Because That girl is me.

The Game called Life

We always have to simplify things
The way we deal with people
The way we live our life

Funny because we always call something complicated
when we dont know what to do
when we are already confused

We say in the end that it is complicated
But does it necessarily have to be that?

No and Yes

No, because we put ourselves there
Not our situations nor the circumstances
Nor the difficulty we are going through

Yes because sometimes we tend to let other people
get the best of us and what is left is the worst of us
Because we let other people dictate what we ought to do
or we would rather conform with the norm or risk being alone

In all this, we have the choice
A decision to make a choice
Sometimes its okay to ask for advice
But most of the time we only lack one thing
We forgot to listen to what our hearts and mind is telling us
Or we are afraid to take responsibility for our own life

Wake yourself up and stand for what you believe in

Walk by faith, not by Sight

Who says you cant do it

Wow im really irksome with people who put down others.

As if they are all too perfect

You cant be prettier

If you call someone ugly

You cant be smarter

If you call someone stupid

Probably we all have to endure life setbacks

But as we all have experience to be on the receiving end of ridicule

Cant we be at least be nice to everyone

Nowadays, it is easier to step onto people just to get ahead

Sad but true

Well look at it this way the people who deliberately give us

dfficulty today may be the people we look back to and thank them

in a way for making us a stronger lovelier person than we already have

Be the best you can be and never alllow others to tell you

what you can and cannot do

You have been Given a phenomenal brain Therefore use it

How to Move On

hey hey hey this is not all to scientific and not much of a complicated formula

this is purely base on experience mine and other friends that I observed.

Someone would come into your life a dashing ultra handsome individual

You talked with each other you laughed cant think of anyone but that person

But after a while things gradually or for some abruptly changed

How did it happen?

In the preliminaries of your life together you cant help yourself but to

just feel happy happy and most of all happy

But after a while you peel off the layers of the person until you see the real thing

that the individual is not that perfect after all.

Base on the reactions he does, the habits and the way he look at things

But you never stop believing in that person though his weaknesses are apparent

But what if that one person bailed on you?

Where would you go now?

Is something wrong with me?

NO THERE IS NONE

People change over time and our perspective too of who they are

Maybe it is just time to let go and accept that we can only do so much

After that you have to allow that person to do his

If he does, good... If not, it is time to grieve but you move on

You always have to move on the painful hurts will soon pass

FREEDOM OR NO FREEDOM?

People from all walks of life dream of something
Something they have to die for
But is there such a thing as freedom?

We are all caught up with this cliche as if
it is really a big deal
Perhaps for some but for others it is not

I dream of freedom as a child but now
I dont believe in such a thing
It is freedom with responsibility

Never take things for granted
Never lose hope on something you believe in
Never say you cant
Never ever give up your dreams

A never ending journey to life
A simple yet meaningful life ahead
Just take the leap

A Love To Remember

I always thought I would never get over you,

I was so wrong because I just did

Not because you no longer call me

Not because we never see each other

Not because we dont talk

But because I chose to forget you

For my own sake and for yours as well

I was so depressed when you left me

But through it all i still found the bigger picture

You were meant to leave me in order for me

to experience and attract the love that I want and I need

Dont feel sorry for me

You have been a part of my life

But now its time Its about time to move on

Because you dont look at me the way you

look at me before...

Have a fantastic life for I know I will surely have

THe Girl who said it all

You dont have to tell me
i know it already

Dont think your stupid
because you loved me

its just the thing we all called love
it pains me to see you walk away

but i know someone will
love me much more than you ever did

so goodbye
and never leave a trace

as for me i will always
have to be thankful
that God gave you to me
to understand it all
and to give me a chance
to say it all